I've been searching and reading up on loads of religions..

I haven't found it yet, but there are a few which come pretty close to what I believe in.
The best thing is, these are my own beliefs about the world, unlike others, I haven't picked a religion and just believed what I've been told to.

I'm doing it the other way around..

So there's always been the Wiccan beliefs, pagan, pantheism, and now shamanism..
I'm still looking, but I think it'll be good when I can slap a label on my beliefs and describe them with just one word..

OR I'll hate it when I finally find it, because it will feel like they're not my beliefs.. :/

Hhhmmmm..